Depression bites!

Have you ever been so depressed that you wanted to cry?  I have.  It isn't fun.  Sometimes I'm so depressed that I actually do cry!  I never do it around anyone else though.  The last time anyone else besides me saw me cry was when my great-grandmother died and I broke down in front of Bobette.  That was a year ago.  If  I'm depressed in public then I either shut up, or I snap at everyone.  I guess my depression policy is, "If I'm going to feel bad, then everyone else is going to feel bad with me!"  

I know that it doesn't sound very christian-like, and I'm sorry if it offends anybody, but that's just how I am.  However, none of my friends have ever seen me cry (for a good reason anyway...).  There are also times when I look around at the world, and I think, "What a horrible place this has become!"  

This may be true, but I sill remain remotely optimistic.  Why?  Because if I didn't, then I would miss out on all the good things in life that God has given us!  If I lost my optimism, then what would there be left to hope for?

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Welp, that's enough droopy, dramatic stuff for today!  On to the comedic stuff!  Yesterday a funny thing happened while Bob Alpha, Bob, and I were in our pool - Bob was doing his best to imitate Curly Joe (you know, from the Three Stooges) and I said,

"Quit the Three Stooges act!  Although, come to think of it, we are kind of like them - but I'm the smart one!"

It was at that moment that Bob decided to throw the ball that we were playing with, and it hit me in the head before I could react.  I swear, I will never live that one down!  -_-;  Ah well, I swore Bob Alpha and Bob to secrecy.  I also got an eNORmus sunburn!  It doesn't look as bad as it did, but it hurts like heck!  T-T  I should probably go now - toodles!

~The Crazy Hyper Teen:3