Depression bites!

Have you ever been so depressed that you wanted to cry?  I have.  It isn't fun.  Sometimes I'm so depressed that I actually do cry!  I never do it around anyone else though.  The last time anyone else besides me saw me cry was when my great-grandmother died and I broke down in front of Bobette.  That was a year ago.  If  I'm depressed in public then I either shut up, or I snap at everyone.  I guess my depression policy is, "If I'm going to feel bad, then everyone else is going to feel bad with me!"  

I know that it doesn't sound very christian-like, and I'm sorry if it offends anybody, but that's just how I am.  However, none of my friends have ever seen me cry (for a good reason anyway...).  There are also times when I look around at the world, and I think, "What a horrible place this has become!"  

This may be true, but I sill remain remotely optimistic.  Why?  Because if I didn't, then I would miss out on all the good things in life that God has given us!  If I lost my optimism, then what would there be left to hope for?

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Welp, that's enough droopy, dramatic stuff for today!  On to the comedic stuff!  Yesterday a funny thing happened while Bob Alpha, Bob, and I were in our pool - Bob was doing his best to imitate Curly Joe (you know, from the Three Stooges) and I said,

"Quit the Three Stooges act!  Although, come to think of it, we are kind of like them - but I'm the smart one!"

It was at that moment that Bob decided to throw the ball that we were playing with, and it hit me in the head before I could react.  I swear, I will never live that one down!  -_-;  Ah well, I swore Bob Alpha and Bob to secrecy.  I also got an eNORmus sunburn!  It doesn't look as bad as it did, but it hurts like heck!  T-T  I should probably go now - toodles!

~The Crazy Hyper Teen:3

Other names...

I just found out that my spy name is "Summer Snapdragon", my witness protection name is "Dawn James", my superhero name is "The Purple Milk", my cartoon name is "Pomegranate Socksie", my hippie name is "Tea Redwood", my rockstar tour name is "The Singing Wind tour 2008", my star wars name is "Jenjo", my soap opera name is "Whitney Olympia", and my gangsta name is "Caramel Caribou Oreo".  .........BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!.  Thanks Emileesings for having this on your blog so I could bum it off of you!XD  Bye!

~The Crazy Hyper Teen:3

My fanfic.

I'm baaaaaaaack!;3  Today's post is concerning...the internet!  One of the best internet inventions on the whole web has got to be http://www.fanfiction.net!  It is fantastic (no pun intended)!  You can do a search on your favorite book series or TV show and you can almost defiantly find a fanfic on it!  Is that cool or WHAT???  I even have an account on there!  My username is DaAmazingMeepers!  Aren't I cool?!;p  Couldja read and review my story?  I want your opinion!  

Another good internet invention is http://www.youtube.com!  I am almost positive that you have been there, but what you need to do is search for "The Almost - Drive There Now".  This band is awesome!!!  Also, you can find almost any episode of any show that exists!  

And then, of course, there's this website!  Obviously, I don't need to give the URL.  I love this place!  Now I can get my feelings across without people tracking me down and killing me!  

Anyhoo, on to other subjects - testing!  I did the first day of testing today, and LORD am I glad that this particular one is over!  Can I just say "I hate math"?  Cuz I do!  None the less, it's nessisary.T-T  Ah well...the fun subjects are tomorrow!  I'm signing off now - toodles!

~The Crazy Hyper Teen:3

My Family

Last time I said that I would talk about my family, so here I go!^.^  I am the oldest out of four children.  For the sake of privacy, I will rename everyone in my family.  My dad will be "Bob Alpha",  my mom is "Bobette", my first brother is just "Bob", my sister is "Bob Jo", and my youngest brother is "Bob Jr.".  First of all, Bob Alpha is a Fire Fighter.  He used to be a high school math teacher, but he complained that he wasn't getting paid enough, so he quit.  Bobette was a nurse-in-training before she had me and decided to become a homemaker (As in a mom, not someone who builds houses!XP).  Bob is a lego freak and a complete dork.  Bob Jo is an over-sensitive crybaby, but we still love her.  Finally, Bob Jr. is into Thomas the Tank Engine, and guns.  Meh, he's such a boy!;p  As for me, I'm obsessed with dragons, and I play the electric guitar.  At the moment, Bobette, Bob Jo, and Bob Jr. are at the library, Bob is changing the sprinklers, and Bob Alpha is at work.  And now  must depart, for I am not actually supposed to be on the computer!XD  Peace out!

Background Change!

Yay, no more boring old preset template!^o^ - "w00t!" Now I've got a way coolio one! Although, this does mean that I have to redo my quote and my poll.-_-' Oh, and also, just because it's the blog of "Random Craziness", it doesn't mean that I can't be serious. I will have some lamenting on my part, and don't be surprised if I say "I hate my life." once in a while. Just know that I don't mean it!:p Also know that there are only nine people in the world that are not related to me and that I truly trust! Well, one of them is related to me, but she doesn't live with me so it doesn't count! If you want to truly, honest-to-goodness gain my trust, then you must first:

1.) Be a nice person.
2.) Like the same things I like.
3.) Meet me in person.
4.) Not make fun of my crush.
5.) Not make fun of people who you think are my crush.
6.) Not force me to do things things that I don't want to do.
7.) Not ignore me when your original circle of friends is around.
8.) Treat me like I'm somebody.

These things have/have not happened to me before and it has caused me to be very untrusting to most people. For example, I was recently at a sleepover, and they were acting like a certain evil someone I know - I'll call her TT1 (for Teaser Trio 1) - and I told them so. I gave them a freaking lecture for crying out loud! I had been teased for ages by that person and her little gang, and I did NOT want to reinact that. After I had said what I wanted to say, they looked at each other - and they laughed. They LAUGHED!!! They were completely insensitive! I have lost faith in all but God, my family, nine other people, and music. Music is medicine for the soul! I have to go now, next time I'll tell you more about my family. Toodles!

I got it started!XD

Yay!  I got it figured out!!!  Now if I could only figure out how to change the background.-_-;  Ah well, in case you haven't figured it out yet I am crazy and obsessive and hyper and insane - and I'm very proud of it!;)  For the stuff that you can't have guessed, I am a Christian so I never swear, I LOVE dragons, I am female, I am a tomboy, and I want to be a vet.  You'll just have to keep watching this thing to find out more!;p  At the moment my friend is reading this over my shoulder, but I don't mind.  Also, just to warn you, I am a talker - or in this case a typer - so you may never find the end of my posts!  Fortunately, I have to go to another friend's house soon so this one won't be too long.  However, you won't get off so easily next time!;p  Here are lists of my likes and dislikes:

Likes

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dragons

reading

singing

posters

pawky

fanfics

rubber bands

hats

horses

cats

pretty much any animal

manga

drawing manga

stuffed animals

Dislikes

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liver

spinach

waiting

math

being grounded (who doesn't???)

and now I must cut this post short(ish) as we are leaving for my buddy!  Au revoir!